Wake Up
I wake up and realise the tears and the pain are actually reality.
I burry my head in the pillow and try to forget my problems.
Closing my eyes I can still see your fist rising.
Looking in the mirror I can see the smeared lipstick,
The smudged mascara and my broken emotions.
I do this because I love you,
That's what you say to me after every time you degrade me.
Looking at my feet I remember the blood spots around me in the shower,
From the last time you "loved" me.
You stroke my hair and say it's my fault, I should have listened to you.
Every time I feel your breath on my shoulder,
Hatred fills me up inside.
Closing my e
The Power of Love
If love was water you would be in a tidal wave.
If love was snow you would be in a blizzard.
If love was wind you would be in a hurricane.
If love was sand you would be in a sand storm.
If love was a star it would never get dark.
If love was human they would be as soft as feathers, would smell of roses,would have lips as sweet as sugar and would have the face of an angel.
I could repent my dissent and prevent my descent
but I meant to pretend in the end, it made sense.
But the end should have come a long time ago,
we both just held on, although we both know
that we are no longer two peas in a pod,
two bees with a job, you see it's just wrong.
I can't be the guy who just cheers from the yard,
invite me inside, you'll see it's not hard.
My love was a gift, I gave it to you,
my hopes and my dreams, betrayed them for you.
Yes we are different, from two separate worlds,
with you being highbrow and me being poor.
You told me "no matter, I could care less",
now three years gone, it's all a fair mess.
It
Current Residence: caithness Favourite genre of music: emo and punk Favourite cartoon character: Elmo!!....Tickle him!! Personal Quote: You Lied, I Cried
holiday, they have been great, didn't see much of my friends though, stayed at home half of the time!
Was at a party on saturday night, was good, it was themed, Angles and Devils! i was a devil, ill upload some photos soon!
Got loads of new photos to add, im so lazy!
Halloween party on Friday ngiht, im a police woman!
It raining outside, i looove the rain!
totally hyper casue i took red bull and lucozade this morning! hah not a good mix!
Well Best be off,
Later
Alanna
[4gottendream]
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...worried about a friend....its like they are going off the rails...so....worried
had an okay weekend!
Friday- took out they lovely braids, it took 5 hours!
Saturday- went shopping with my mum, lovely mother daughter time, i love her! Got home and dyed my hair bright red! i looooove it! saturday night went out with my friends, had a couple drinks nothing serious, then got chucked out so we went wandering around, got ohme at 12 then went to bed watching a dvd.
Sunday- did some house work then wenmt to see le boyfriend, then he came out to mine for dinner and i fell asleep on him.
Nice weekend!
A little message for the someone who im wor